くそったれの (translations)→ fuckin’ goddamned
さぐる (translations)→ delve feel figure fish grope hound hunt peck probe reach research screw search see try
やみくもに (translations)→ always blindly desperately foolhardy randomly reckless suddenly wildly
封じる (translations)→ check cut shut stop throttle
目 (translations)→ attention beginning experience eye eyeball eyelid gaze head judgment lid look optic peeper put sight term time treatment vision